OK, I know Bismarck has lots of good red mages among it's residents, so I am sure at least some of you can relate to this.
As a meripo warrior, I am all too familiar with TP burn parties and the simple "target and kill" method of obtaining merit points. But, because I am also a meripo red mage, even as warrior, I do not forget how much more work it is for the red mage in a meripo party.
Contrary to belief, the meripo red mage is not an endless supply of healing, and hasting, mp. It does run out, often, between converts, even with a bard in the party. It's much better with a bard and a corsair, but that is not always possible. And it is dependant on the bards and the corsair's attention to ballad and evokers roll.
Over the past couple of weeks, I have had about 3-4 parties as the only mage in the party and only a bard or two for ballad. All of these parties were at the Mamool Ja Staging Point. In these particular parties, ballad was slow in coming (even with 2 bards) and my mp was drained rather quickly throwing out cures on disorganized, over-zealous, and careless dd's (no actual tanks). Also on over-zealous bards, pulling non-stop (as if pulling Colibri), even when my mp was low (between converts) as was the hp of the dd's. At the same time, the dd's are screaming for haste. No problem, if they want haste instead of a much needed cure, then haste is what they get. Deaths occured, but that goes without saying.
Just a note here: I get a rhythm going on the hastes and refreshes. There is a fair recast time on both, so it is easy enough to keep a good and well organized party hasted and myself refreshed, even in a party with four dd's, one bard, and myself. And plenty of mp and time for cures, to boot. My rhythm is, start with myself, refresh, then a haste, and alternate (if there are others needing refresh, such as brd/whm or a drk) between the two ... otherwise, just do the hastes as the recast timer allows. Haste lasts a little longer than refresh, so I know when my refresh runs out, the hastes are soon to follow and I start the cycle over again. In an organized party, haste never really, or rarely, wears off of the dd's.
So, the purpose of this post is this ... and I am not mentioning the names of those who have been so quick to blame the lone red mage (me) for their own failures and disorganization and deaths. I probably should, some may, if they were in my shoes, but I won't. I am not out to get revenge on anyone, I just want all of you to realize that, while meripo for the dd's is so easy ... target, kill, target another, and so on ... life as a meripo red mage is not so easy. It's very busy and when the bards over pull and the dd's are disorganized and careless, no amount of healing and hasting from a lone mage is going to be enough to make the party a success.
Last night I was actually kicked from a party after multiple deaths by dd's. In other words, they, without a word, blamed me for the deaths. They were disorganized, running rampant at mamool ja staging point and expected me to keep them hasted and alive. I, myself, nearly died several times. There were 2 bards, and the one pulling, pulled wrecklessly and I spent as much mp keeping him alive as I did any of the dd's. The bard giving me ballad, only gave me one ballad and did not keep it up continuously. Wyverns have a nasty habit called "Fang Rush" and it can take a dd at full hp down to 0 in an instant. That is not the fault of the red mage. Mamool Ja's "Fire Spit" can also do hefty damage. A Philosiphers -aga spells can can take a whole party's hp down significantly and they are resistant to silence. (A little note: for this party, I was the replacement for their healer, presumably a rdm. When I got there, there were two well geared 75 WHM's present, who appeared to be PL'ing (O.o), once we got started after my arrival. After I was kicked and replaced, the party soon disbanded altogether.)
The key to a successful party at Mamool Ja, imho, is to remember that these are NOT colibri. It requires a different strategy. I have had many, many successful parties at that staging point ... even as the only healer ... but the parties have always been well formed and organized ... and FUN!
Please, people, don't blame the red mage when things go wrong due to such difficult party behavior. Yea, I know there are some crappy red mages, just like there are crappy dd's, but that wasn't the situation over the past couple of weeks.