To add to that: It's just one of my quirks. It has been drilled into my head to make sure I maintained proper behavior and decorum. This has left me with some weird idiosyncracies. @#%^ it, I'm not gonna look up the spelling on that one right now. It's really my defect. I'm sure our posts today are fine, but I don't feel that way. My parents have left me all sorts of screwed up.
As an example, I can't even go to Walmart if it has been more than ~8 hours since my last shower and change of clothes. If I try, I spend the whole trip uncomfortable, feeling like the people there are judging me. Yes, the
people of Walmart, judging me.
Despite all that, I still love my parents and am gonna go see em this evening, so it really is bedtime.
Edited, Aug 5th 2010 11:10am by Poldaran