Maybe it is just because I have recently reached "high level" status, that I have only recenlty been involved in HNMLS stuff, started looking into higher level NMs and have only recently been exposed to the VN boards, but it has made me stop and think of what happened to the Shiva server so i decided to post my thoughts.
When I first started FFXI, this was my first MMORPG ever. I was totally and completely clueless. I had a friend from SOCOM 1 and 2 take me under his wing and help me. He got me into a shell that was fun, helpful and just a good place to hang out. We were all lower than 50 at the time and there was no drama. It seemed Shiva was a friendly place full of helpfull people.
Unfortunately, that shell died when the LS leader left. I gravitated to the BST job because it fit my schedule. Lords of the Beast LS was just starting up and I started hanging there. LoTB has grown by leaps and bounds and we are now strong in both levels and members. We have started doing stuff as a group and looking to do higher level stuff, such as HNMs, ZM, sky, ect. While my own inner LS people are very tight, I look around at some of the other players/high levels and it makes me sad (not all, but some).
Greed, backstabbing, botting, HNMLS drama, lost friends, "stolen" stuff, flaming, lying, cheating and a ton of other negative stuff seem to dominate the landscape of the higher levels. No one plays for fun, it is more focused on having the best gear, the most gil and people are willing to get it by any means possible.
Many of you don't know me, but I was thrown right into some of the above drama because of the Serket fiasco. We have cleared it up, but it occasionally comes back to haunt me and other members of the shell. All I have ever done in this game is help people, in fact there are many people that have passed me in levels that I have helped get stuff such as AF, LB, ect. because I spend 90% of my time helping others. I do this because this is more fun to me than exping. But I have recently been excluded from helping because someone in my shell allegedly did something to someone in the group that wanted help. I was not asking for anything from the group and was willing to donate my time just to fight a NM for fun. But I was not invited because of something that happened I was not even involved in.
We took down Guivre and some people would ask me why we did it, Guivre has no good drops. That comment made me sad. We did it just to do it. Kinda like a mountain climber climbing a mountain "because it was there". We killed it cause it was there, we did it for a challenge and nothing more. I was excited about getting to fight higher level HNMs as members of LoTB grew in levels but my excitement has quickly dwindled when researching them. All the drama surrounding them has quickly doused the fire that was burning inside of me. I did not want to kill them for the drops (nice to have, but not the main reason for for killing NMs for me) but strictly for the challenge and fun of killing them. I may never get to kill things like Nidhogg, Behemouth and several other HNMs because of all the botting/cheating/pop time monopoly that I have read about, frankly because I do not feel like wasting my time to claim a mob that I do not have a fair chance at.
I will probably get flamed for this, but whatever. I think people need to sit back and re-evaluate the game. It is not about the gear you wear, the gil you have or anything else. It is about enjoying the game with your friends.
So I ask, what do you play FFXI for?