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#1 Oct 08 2005 at 5:27 AM Rating: Decent
Rank 6
Summoner 73
White Mage 61
CoP 4.2
Zilart 14

Playtime 152 Days....

I've built Whitemist my very first FFXI character over the past year & 4 months....I've dealt with everything from happiness, disapointment, sadness, crying, lvlin, gaining, exp, missions, quests, other players, gilsellers, NM's, ENM's, Gil problems & most of all friends leaving...

I've spent most of the year playing this game, taking me out of the r/l I have not because I don't like my r/l it was mostly because of the friendships I had made while playing this game that has kept me going over the months, I've had to see some go, some just give up & those select few own just disapeared without saying goodbye. I'm not mad at them for leaving everyone has a good reason for leaving even if some people think the idea is stupid. I'll even admit I few times I though of quitting & giving up due to the certain obstancles in my way from getting something within the game or someone who just annoyed me to the point of leaving.

But for some reason or more I've just kept going, hoping that I'll make new friends or find a way of getting past that person or the thing I'm stuck on, one way or another I've managed to get thru although sometimes it's had a few losses on my side or another persons side.

I've helped people, I've been helped by people & all those people that took their time to help me I'll respect for forever even if they leave they'll always be known by me & others alike. I've been called great by people within pt & ls's, I'm not trying to be stuck up it's just peoples opinions they may respect me for the person of the job I am or even the help I gave to them, even if I'm remembered for only a week or two I'll still be happy that I helped them & to also hear from them in a few weeks saying they finished their AF or got lv60 because I helped them get thru there ruff patch.

There are as some players that dislike me for things I've done in the past I can't do anything to change that now all I can say is I'M SORRY, it's taken me that long to relize that I should've done this a while ago or just kept my month shut about things even if they were about me, abusing me or even
if I started the thing. All I can do know is say I'M SORRY!

All this may not matter to anyone nor will most of the people that read forums or people who have never heard of me, it has to be said not because I want too but I have too, my reasons for leaving is simple yet mean alot too me. I've gone back to school once again to become a teacher, I won't beable to play the game anymore...

My Character Whitemist has been given to my brother after he made me change my mind about deleting her for good, I see that she will be missed if I did. I know my brother won't beable to replace me or my style of play I just hope you all show him the respect that I've shown or not shown you....

You can rate me down, abuse me on this thread, abuse my brother in game.....but he's not me & he won't help replace the things I've done in the past...

The friends & people I've meet within this game are all different all after different goals, lvlin different jobs but all share the same place with my heart I <3'd having you all as friends and I'm sorry it has to be like this, but things change, people change & Ragnarok Server has changed....

Too all those that know me, seen me or hate me.....


Spelling Error's I DON'T CARE You feel so badly about gammer then tell someone who cares...

Last Post By Me...

Owner Of Whitemist (Alexandra/Lexi) /goodbye


Edited, Sat Oct 8 06:41:55 2005 by Whitemistaru
#2 Oct 08 2005 at 5:56 AM Rating: Decent
i never post here. but i gotta say goodbye to a friend. Eventually, life takes over, so you got quit at some point. Sorry to see ya go, good luck and all that.
#3 Oct 08 2005 at 7:48 AM Rating: Decent
51 posts
<Good bye> Whitemist!
Its sad to hear that people do not have as much fun as they'd wish in game. Now focus on RL and I hope it all works out for you the way you want it!
<See you again!>
#4 Oct 08 2005 at 8:02 AM Rating: Decent
669 posts
Awwww... mistykins ; ;

By me you will be forever missed.
#5 Oct 08 2005 at 9:53 AM Rating: Decent
32 posts

This game is hard, and will come the day for everyone to let it go, sooner or later.

I hope you'll find whaterver you seek in rl. Good Luck.
#6 Oct 08 2005 at 10:40 AM Rating: Decent

i'll miss ya :(
i'll miss our avatar runs we did ( even tho i fell asleep on the titan run :P ) /cry

/farewell friend...
#7 Oct 08 2005 at 1:48 PM Rating: Good
399 posts
Never knew you but sad to see people go regardless... GL with teaching and may you make the youth of our society into somethin! Take care! :)
#8 Oct 08 2005 at 2:01 PM Rating: Decent
187 posts
Take care~ I always like poking around with tarutaru who are the same model and jobs as me, you were one of them ;)
#9 Oct 08 2005 at 7:00 PM Rating: Default
Wow I guess I was in your last party last night then in Gustav Tunnel. I've partied with you several times, you'll be missed.
#10 Oct 08 2005 at 10:50 PM Rating: Good
352 posts
Bye Misty ; ;


you're a girl?! O_o


Cya^^! I enjoyed some fun parties and events with you, and won't forget the help :D

/goodbye Whitemist
#11 Oct 08 2005 at 10:52 PM Rating: Decent
232 posts
that.........was great ;_;

Oh man, that spoke to me

I love you
#12 Oct 09 2005 at 8:29 AM Rating: Decent
I know I said it would be my last post, but after seeing what happened today.....

For all those $%@^ers that abused my brother over stupid reasons go @$%^ youself seriously, I shouldn't even have to explain why he got my account, but I will anyhow for all the a$$hats.


Make sense? He quit I took over his account...and thats where it started brother still owns it even though I pay for it.

I should'nt have had to psot again and no wonder everyones leaving cuz of those select few #$%#ing a$$hats, well stfu & as bush said.... "Go Home & die."

I'm pissed off at the way you treated him, he doesn't care, but it has to be said...

This better be the end of it....
#13 Oct 14 2005 at 9:42 AM Rating: Good
517 posts
Hate to see you go white :(

AA was just getting a good go and without you there will be a big hole that will be hard to fill ><
#14 Oct 15 2005 at 6:33 AM Rating: Decent
85 posts
i think i pted my blm with u last 1-2 days back, don't know u much but good luck and take care.
#15 Dec 05 2005 at 6:55 AM Rating: Good
Almost 3 months ago I gave up all hope & quit...

Decided to go back to school & take a teachers course...

Finished the course a month early due to hard work...

I'm Back...Get Used To It...SMN's I'm Bringing The SMNLS Back With Me...


Spira/ Berrima we need to talk....

PS: Brothers stopped playing for a bit so he can spead more time with his Girlfriend.

#16 Dec 05 2005 at 10:42 AM Rating: Good
70 posts
Welcome back, Whitemist ^^

The teletaxitaru will return! What great news! Let me be the first to praise the fact that you've missed Ragnarok so much that you're coming back!
#17 Dec 05 2005 at 12:56 PM Rating: Decent
194 posts

sent you a PM.
#18 Dec 05 2005 at 5:04 PM Rating: Good
51 posts
Well..... wb :) hehe!
#19 Dec 05 2005 at 11:59 PM Rating: Decent
98 posts
what the hell was the point of that post???

Wb Mist I remember you from a while ago but didnt find this forum till recently, woulda said bye :D.

But wb and thanks for the tour of lufiase€!!!~
#20 Dec 06 2005 at 9:24 AM Rating: Good
517 posts
WB White,

Sent me a /t in game. Still intrested in Astral Avatarz
#21 Dec 09 2005 at 9:57 PM Rating: Default
Awww, another Cher farewell and return...all in the same day.

Seriously man, who gives a rat's *** if you stay or go? If your brother got treated badly, then I am sure he deserved it. So next time you decide to leave, please make it permanent.
#22 Dec 11 2005 at 7:20 AM Rating: Decent
Hmmm, While since Lexi is unable to reply at this time due to real life problems, I'll reply.
If your brother got treated badly, then I am sure he deserved it.

One small fact, you don't know how I play, what my personality is like or in fact would have the guts to say this to my face?

Well from the posts your making here & in Lexi's other post all I can say is what is your problem? Oh wait you'll reply in the normal fashion of A) "She never helped me!" B) "I just like abusing others!" C) "I hate her because she did something 6 months ago!"


A) Probably due to either your approach to asking for help, her time frame wasn't good enough for you or you abused her & others. So why should she have helped you.

B) If your going abuse people at least do it in front of them, instead you hide behind a another characters name. So if you have the problem at least /t me in game or /shout in Jeuno if your that type of person who thinks everyone should know how bad I am, when in fact you have no Idea who I am.

C) Get over it, people change, times change. But I guess your the type of person that would waste a year of his life waiting for his Ex Girlfriend to call him.
#23 Oct 10 2023 at 8:56 PM Rating: Decent
98 posts
whoa I remember this lol... in 2 y ears it will be 20 years..
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