Katielynn wrote:
GrowlingBunny wrote:
Katie was always kind to me, until quite recently.
I really haven't anything to add other than I am very saddened over the outcome.
I might feel bad but I thought it was something that you should hear seeing as several of us who do care were becoming quite concerned about you. Call it an intervention of sorts, you've seemed to turn a corner towards the more coherent and less dismally depressed and suicidal. When you're posting about killing yourself or welcoming the release of death in a thread that your 13 year old son is reading it's time to have a frank discussion. I do care and worry but I also care and worry about what kind of mental and emotional mind fu
Ck that kind of thing would be having on a child.
No. I have never been suicidal (I am very dry. That may not come thru in print). I have joked about accidental OD, but my meds are well in check. Con is not reading the site. He has found bigger and better things that he enjoys.
Lol you intervene bcz someone is suicidal by turning your back on them? Its a good thing I wasn't.
Con read the thread at his dad's and cried to me about how sorry he was that you guys "staged" an intervention. How it was all his fault and how sorry he was.
Con hasn't been on the site in quite some time (I asked Jim to block it, but who knows). The biggest irony is how badly he was hurt bcz he thought it was his fault. He was secretly reading it on the weekends before he was ever allowed to post. He happened to log in at his dad's and saw his name. He cried. He learned things he didn't need to know about. I had alrdy blocked him from the site.
I had some cards of Rachel's tucked in a mirror. He won't tell me what he did with those, or the lanyard from the expo.
So yeah. Thanks. As a personal, private friend, I would never have done this to you guys. I know things too, but I wouldn't bring them to the board.
And don't get cocky about saving me. You guys set me back.
~Meh
oh and Yay! Nixnot is cool. No wait. He isn't. Oh yeah. He is. Wait. No wait. Ur mom. No U. Nix is awesome De-freaking-su