The GrowlingBunny of Doom wrote:
That's what several are hoping. That I will run away.
There are some that I genuinely love and care about.
I am not going to leave. I said in the other thread:
It was halfway down on the first page. I was sincere in my regret for hurting her. Its really not in my nature to call someone out. I was probably as surprised as Guenny when I posted it.
Its DRAMA, but enough alrdy. Drop it ffs.
Noone is saying they want you to leave, they want you to find ANOTHER outlet for what is making you behave so (for lack of a better word) bipolar. Either you are freakin happy as a crackhead with crack or you are lashing out at random people for imagined wrongs - even in this post, you are imagining things.
No one, I repeat, No one wants you to leave. However, your erratic behavior, even for those that love you, is difficult to handle. You weren't like this years ago when you started posting. It's obvious that you need more than just the OOT to cope. Thus the suggestion of a blog, if you have more than one outlet it will help you. - Think of a support system like a table - your table is Allakhazam - thats ONE leg.
You say it isn't in your nature to call someone out but for the past year to year and a half, it's what you have been doing. You are either in an extreme up or a very mean down. The few people who are enabling you on here aren't surprisingly male (and in my opinion behaving predatory.)
I know you are hurt and depressed but you need help Bunny. People here can only take and do so much, even Anna and shes the professional.