BT, my apology to Jade was heartfelt. No excuses. I am the only person I know how to be. I am sorry for dragging my post out and not putting it into a PM, or dropping it completely. I won't beg for forgiveness. Forgiveness is given freely, or not at all.
I AM the person who apologizes for every move I make. I apologize to my friends for things as stupid as them getting me a soda. I'm getting help. No one asked. It was assumed I wasn't. I was assuming it was my business.
Some of you are people I care very much for. It was never my intention to hurt any of you. I apologize for that.
I apologize to myself for letting too many, too close. And also for putting myself into a position that hurts like a *****. I twisted my own knife. I only blame me.
Jim and I used to argue about how the people I met here weren't really REAL. I concede. I am not real. There is no Bunny.
I'm not running out with my tail between my legs. I enjoy watching other posters' dysfunction, too much.
Its just GrowlingBunny. I am here to play.
~GrowlingBunny