Elinda, Star Breaker wrote:
Ambrya your post presented evidence to that beautifully with the whole "my kid is too good to go to school with the masses" mentality.
Well, that's an interesting and...creative...bit of editorializing, but not even remotely close to what I actually said.
The reason I am considering home school has nothing to do with elitism. It's about protecting my child.
I wish him from an environment that fosters bullies with overcrowding and insufficient attention, and then turns a blind eye to the children who suffer as a result. I was thrust into kindergarten at the age of 4 with little socialization beforehand and absolutely no clue how to protect myself. As a sensitive, imaginative, highly intelligent, slightly ADD child, I was the natural target for bullies. I had no idea why these other children, with whom I DESPERATELY wanted to make friends, were being mean to me. The adults in my life were useless. The only thing they ever told me was not to let the bullies make me cry, because if they saw I was crying, it would only egg them on. To this day, any emotion which causes me to tear up, no matter how valid, becomes a source of deep, horrifying shame, to be quickly denied, dismissed and covered up. If I hadn't been a "teacher's pet" and made friends with adults easily, I probably would have attempted suicide before grade six.l
Thirty years later, if you asked me which event in my life I found more traumatic, being sexually molested or being socially ostracized in school, I would honestly have to choose the latter. To this day I struggle with anxiety in social situations, I can't take a compliment because I'm sure the person giving it to me is mocking me somehow, and I always, always feel distrust of anyone who seems to like me, because I can't believe it's actually genuine. Put me in a crowd of unfamiliar people and I'm become a turtle, pulling my head protectively inside my shell. People tend to interpret this as my being aloof, which only makes the situation worse.
That WILL NOT happen to my child. If he shows my tendency toward hyper-imagination and sensitivity, there's no way I'm putting him in that environment. It has nothing to do with thinking he's better. It has everything to do with knowing that such an environment is DAMAGING, in the sense of causing life-long trauma, to children like I was, and like he might turn out to be.
Every other reason I gave also dealt with protection. Protection from being forced into unnecessary vaccines. Protection from the neglect and boredom that can come with being more advanced than your peers and thus learned to coast on minimal effort rather than learning to exert yourself. Or conversely, protection from being left behind if he should turn out to be slower than his peers, struggling quietly alone in shame and finally giving up.
Try addressing what I actually said, if you're going to cite me.