Atomicflea wrote:
What's up? Coy and emo don't go.
What's up? I'm out of Shawshank! I dodged a pretty big bullet that I saw coming but was too mixed up to cut and run from because of the fact that relationships make you crazy.
She kept coming back and dropping hints that it still might work out and leading me along all week. When it finally ended she threw vitriol my way that really sucked. Nothing mean or hateful, I could have shrugged that off. No, the kind of cruel thing that only someone you have been really close with can say and it absolutely tears into you, kind of like that moment in Demian by Hesse where Emil rips a fellow seeker apart. Laid me out.
Then the epiphany of my own awesomeness came along. I don't think I have felt this good in a long time. Not angry, not sad, no self pity, no feeling a million things at the same time and bouncing around emotionally. I just feel good that its over.