My 30th is coming up in Oct and I'm of half a mind to go and be one of the people who ruin it for others. I actaully only attented that school for my senior year, having spent the fist 3 years at the "Other Local HS", where I was known and had a few friends I like to be still in contact with. I changed schools, so to change art teachers and found out suddenly i was able to get decent grades in subjects like Trig and English as long as I got some help on written asignments.
Most of my good friends from back then are lost, but for a few who are on Classmates.com. I mostly wish I never sign up for a classmate's account, but then out of the blue, I may hear from someone I knew. Only it's been so long ago that they are now, just a person in some faded class picture. I used to get christmas cards from a girl I was friends with in elementary school sent to my parents. Then she had a kid and I had some and it been years since she sent me a card. In March I got a message from one of her younger brothers and then silence.
Seems that it is the way are remembered things are going to be with far better then going back and finding them ruin by reality of how we aged, for better or worst.
So if I go it will be as that person, who life has only gotten worst over the years. Back in 12 grade one of my friends, commendi on how my life seem like a rather bad soap opera. Well Think of the Night time "Soap" with a even more disfuntional family. Instead of the Gay son, I married and divorce the Tranny, who was angry about not being the woman of the house.
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In the place of a Dark Lord you would have a Queen! Not dark but beautiful and terrible as the Morn! Treacherous as the Seas! Stronger than the foundations of the Earth! All shall love me and despair! -ElneClare
This Post is written in Elnese, If it was an actual Post, it would make sense.