First and foremost, Im not doing a pity party, Im not complaining, but I am open for any advice you guys may have if you have personal knowledge and/or experience. I just came back from a visit to the Dr about Xavier's behavior. Since he was three we've had some issues on attitude, inability to perform simple instructions due to lack of focus, and sometimes violent defiant behavior. For the past two years, Sickabilly and I have been trying to figure out how to help him learn better strategies, strongly enforcing that violence is never ever allowed, and trying to deal with an ever increasing defiant attitude to any type of authority. We've done everything under the sun we could think of, we've stayed consistent with actions and consequences, and worked hard to really praise positive behavior in the hopes that it would sink in that positive behavior is worth trying for. Unfortunately things have just steadily declined.
It got worse a month after Ashe was born. Fortunately his issues are focused on me, and not his brother. In fact he adores his brother so much I would trust him implicitly with him. But I've watched him get more defiant, more physical to me, and when he's home. his dad.
Sickabilly and I have been questioning if its somehow something we had inadvertantly taught him as he grew, even though I have worked my *** off to keep my normally quick temper to almost never showing. I spend a lot of time cooling off in the garage, but 99% of the time Ive been able to keep my cool during hard times.
It's been mentioned to the Dr before during check ups to which he's always said to see what happens with time. But we went in today with 4 pages of basic outlines on whats going on and I went over our concerns. After reviewing everything it's basically come down to the Dr believing my son may have a severe case of ADHD and ODD (oppositional defiant disorder). He cant officially diagnose it, but has referred me to someone who can. I've called to get an apt already. Im just waiting to hear back.
Xavier would come by it naturally, I suppose. I have a slight case of ADD, my brother had a severe case of ADD, and my father had it as well. I'm both relieved and upset. Relieved because I can put my mind at ease after being told that Sickabilly and I have gone above and beyond what most parents would do in this situation, and that it is nothing we have fostered. I know there is an answer and help coming, in the form of parenting classes for kids with ADHD, and strategies to help my son cope. Im upset because I know that if this is truly the diagnoses, my son will have an upwards battle to deal with for the rest of his life. It could be worse. It always could be. But that doesnt stop me from hurting for him.
Any of you parents out there have a child with ADHD/ADD/ODD? Anyone have it? Anything you guys can share that may help my son, and myself for dealing with this as best we can, on a day to day basis? Im not looking for "go to a Dr." Im seeking small things that can help throughout the day, besides picking up smoking a pack a day for me to relieve stress, and for him to learn to cope with this.