Thank goodness for good 'ol wikipedia. I was searching for a specific term, and it completely eluded me. Here it is:
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Aversive racism refers to the "subtle, unintentional form of bias that is presumed to characterize a substantial proportion of White liberals."[13]
Because they have internalized liberal egalitarian values, aversive racists consider themselves non-prejudiced, even though they have unconscious racist feelings, and sometimes express them. "Thus, aversive racists are able to discriminate without acknowledging their prejudice because they excuse or justify their behavior on ‘reasonable’ groundsâ€
I understand people who want to say they are totally colorblind as proof that they don't hold one race over another, but there has to be a middle ground between putting your hands over your eyes and refusing to acknowledge that people harbor any cultural differences, and outright hating them for said differences. I remember the innate discomfort I felt when being asked once where I was from. I answered "Peru" without thinking, and the man asking fell all over himself saying "I didn't need to know that, I don't care." He was obviously very uncomfortable, and I wasn't sure why.
euroamerican.org wrote:
Colorblind white people see racist white people pretty much for what they are, and that "something" is not what colorblind white people want to be. But colorblind white people more often than not are ineffective in working to undo the racist model. Unable to see race, they cannot see racism. Blind to color, they are blind to white culture as well. In a racially structured society they are unable to change a structure they fail to see. Rather, they rely on simplistic rules. To be conscious of race, a colorblind person will say, is to be racist. To the colorblind person the racist and the race savvy person seem to be the same. They both see race after all.
The race savvy white person understands what the colorblind white person does not. Being white makes a difference. Whiteness forms the center of our society and as long as it does, we cannot have a society centered on multiracial values. The irony of colorblindness is that by not seeing whiteness, it keeps whiteness centered. In this the racists might find some small ray of hope.