Greetings,
I've been a practicing satanist for quite some time and have been a member of a lot on online groups and in my area. Recently I've been struck that people on this path are living very confused hate-filled lives, and when I looked at myself I found the same thing. Anyways I had some very bad experiences recently that really caused me to waken up and see life clearly.
I read some of the bible that I managed to get a hold of, and started talking to Jesus...this person that everyone says does not exist. Anyways I have become "born again" and now I *know* without a doubt that He really is alive and does change lives.
The peace that I feel inside instead of blackness is amazing...I know that Jesus is as he says "the only way", and that there are not indeed many ways to God.