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Yes, I've "cheated". I've bummed one from someone at work a few times. But each time I did, it tasted horrible and made me feel sick. But even with the cheating, the cravings are getting less and less. And I've had no desire to buy a pack and start up again.
Nads, baby, say it ain't so!!!!
j/k
I've definatly "cheated" as well. But honestly, it's not a game I'm playing with myself,, there are no points to lose if I "cheat", it is just the way it is.
yesterday, all day at work I had nothing. I got home and bummed one off of someone.... I felt like ****.
Then a friend came over and I smoked a FEW...
But then he left and I certainly could have walked my jonesing *** across the street and buy a pack.... but I did not.
Right now it's easier in the morning... waking up and just going all day.
I think it's wehn I start geting tired that my body misses my accelerated heart-rate that was caused by the nicoteen. For that reason during the day I've been intaking alot o caffeine. Surprisingly it seems to help, as it balances out my heart rate to near smoker-levels.....
It's funny , cause ususally any sip of a coffee or a mountain dew makes me instatnly crave.
one pieve of advice.. if you are going to cheat and smoke. make sure you do not enjoy it.
DO NOT cheat and smoke after a meal, after sex, or any other time wehn you normallyu would smoke by habit. Break that cycle.
It is getting less dificult.... but it don't get easy...
One day.... soon... you'll reaslize that you haven't thought about smoking for like 10 whole minutes!!! and that is progress.
Why am I awake at 10 in the Saturday morning? I've become a very light sleeper without smoking.