DSD wrote:
sooo, whats going on? everything ok?
Well, my Dad had a massive stroke effecting the majority of one side of his brain. Right side paralized. Been in the intensive care unit for almost two weeks now. He has been in and out of conciousness but he seems to understand us pretty clearly when he is awake as he can shake or nod. He spoke recently (for the first time since the event) and indicated he doesn't want to continue. However, he isn't on anything except a feeding tube. Based on what he said to me earlier, I would not have put in the tube. However, I was not around and my three sisters did have it put in. Dad wasn't really uniform in what he said to each of us, and even from what he said to me, which I gather was perhaps the most extensive, was really vague.
His prospect for recovery is pretty good. It is unlikely he would regain total independence - but it is not out of the question.
The doctors are unsure how much he really understands - thus they are not going by his spoken request. Ironically, it may be just a matter of time until he gets better enough to convince them he's ready to die. Maybe he'll change his mind - or maybe he won't even remember.
I feel horrible about the whole thing.
So, spare your loved ones this uncertainty. Fill out the form and file it. My understanding is that it is free.