Me being serious on caitsith boards is impossible, so I thought I would try it here.
Brill, dunno how you are handling this, but do know that talking with him again was probably the best thing you could of done. I didn't get to talk to my dad before he passed away, and I have regretted it ever since he died. So if anything, at least be glad you were there in his final days to make him be proud of what he has done.
And you too, should be proud of what he did and what you also have now, and lean on that support, this is definatly one of the toughest points in life, just tackle it and make sure to keep strong.
Not gonna sit here and say remember the good times, or time is the healer, because honestly, it depends on your personality, everyones mourns the loss in their own way, just I hope you stay strong and remember the support you have now.
I don't play ************** anymore, but if you do need to talk about it, can always PM or call me if you really want to, but just stay strong man.