Queen bodhisattva wrote:
I dunno.
I've been sitting here for an hour looking at her letter.
There is the part of me that knows that its time to end it.
Then there is that crazy illogical part that remembers the good times and wants to do everything I can to make it work out so at least I can say I gave it my all.
I guess it would be easier if I had cause to hate her.
I've been sitting here for an hour looking at her letter.
There is the part of me that knows that its time to end it.
Then there is that crazy illogical part that remembers the good times and wants to do everything I can to make it work out so at least I can say I gave it my all.
I guess it would be easier if I had cause to hate her.
Woooo. Been through that one.
A few months ago, I went into my AIM Logs (I have dead AIM installed and it logs my chats for me) at work out of sheer boredom, and bumped into the ex's SN.
Started reading and mourned a little. For a shear moment there, I was wondering if maybe...just maybe...
Then I read the next IM. Then several that followed.
"Oh yeah. THAT'S why I'm better off. "
Do yourself the favor and just break it up. A relationship is supposed to be a two-way street. If you have to make each other happy; not one of you be miserable in a lame attempt to keep the other content. Think of your own benefit; be selfish.
As much of a nice feeling it is to make someone else happy; you're happiness counts, too.