Its not the access to *****, but rather the backrubs that keep me from speaking my mind.
I had tried earlier in the evening to broach the subject with her, and she got defensive and emotional and I hit the "ABORT" switch because I didnt want another night of drama.
I did talk to her later about the whole 'wanting attention only when I occupied' and my thoughts on that. Tried my best to relay that I truly am interested in what she has to say however I feel she waits until I am busy to approach for attention reasons. Put it a little more eloquently than that (writing this at 6am) and the response was positive.
I also let her know in advance that it was xp weekend for eq2 and if I was playing more than normal that was the reason, not because I was ignoring or avoiding her.