So I've been ragining insomniac for could weeks, either not sleepoing at all, oir getting 3 hours to sleep. Therepist tells me to go to psychiatrist cos he can't give out no drugs. Sos the psychiatrist says here take some of this Ambien stuff.
I have taken the reccomended doses of ambien for tonight, 1 pill (20mg i thinik) Effects are pleasant, have a slightly euphoric trnd to feelings and thoughts. EVerything is much more mellow, very peaceful, so peaceful in fact that I'm more than peaceful enough right now to not give a damn that Im throwing things at a lion by making the post.
I think I also just "saw" music in the form of some old Game Remixes 'n stuff, kinda creepy. Like i'd close and open my eyes and there were golden snakes during peaceful parts and red globues thrashed around in a storm for angry parts. Kinda cool really.
Overal sideeffect wise it almost reminds me of oxycodin.
The kind of disembodied feeling and the kinda shifting ballance constantly.
Anyone else ever done Ambien? I don't really mind the side effects, but if there's something simpler out there that would work on the whole insomnia thing I'd be nice to see.
Hmm, seems as if having a hard time distinguishing reality from fantasy right now too. Cn't tell if stuff is sarcasting or just weird.
Edited, Sat Oct 1 02:57:51 2005 by Pensive