let me quote my Bible Barretboy.
'It is the great tragic weakness of our tragic species that we all want so much to believe. And are willing to commit absolutely every kind of insanity in the name of our beliefs, no matter how inane they are. Through the ages, people have believed this, that, and the other thing. Unshakably. But did it save them from the inevitable end of their world, ever? None of them were saved, just as we will not be saved. And how many times does a wave have to dash itself against a rock before it learns that only the rock will remain and the wave itself will become a memory? Do you think that I, Harry, have not thought long and hard about these questions before urging you to stop thinking about them for your own good? Do you think that I have not peered into our sciences and other systems of rational thought for a way out of our dilemma? Do you think that if there were a valid reason for hope, I would not have brought it to you, and given you the peace of mind that this one promises, but never delivers?' Vinnie 61.4-62
i'd ramble further, but i'm tired of digging this particular hole