hmmmmm
RATE DOWN!
just kidding. honestly, I smoke maybe a bowl a night.
on weekends though, wehn I'm in a good FFXI session, I'll puff pretty the whole time..... not constantly, but often..
but I guess that fact that I have to feel the need to justify it in Any way means that there is a problem.
The only time I really "crave" it, is when I'm sitting there doing nothing.
now does this mean I should jsut get up and do somthing instead?
waht if there is nothing to do?
OR
maybe I can't think of anything to do because my brain is so fixed on the herb....
ahh complications..
My g/f did ask me waht I would do if she started throwing my **** away. I though about it.
i wouldn't break up with her or anything, I'd just be really annoyed.
but really, the only problem that I see with it, is that OTHER people have problems with it. So I sorta feel like I'm being strong armed by my woman, like she's jsut on some power trip.... but maybe that's jsut the drugs making me paranoid...
I could just stop, but I jsut don't Want to dammit.
BUT, we'll see after my court date, I may have to stop anyway.... alittle divine intervention if you will.
Quote:
wants you to be normal again...
this will never happen..
Edited, Tue Nov 23 13:36:45 2004 by Kelvyquayo