Ex'sFollow

There is no sound rules about Ex's, if they all came with directions it would help. I do know that you cannot have a partial relationship. You are either in or out, but that doesn't turn off the feelings.
I still love my first fiance, but it is not the same intensity as my current mate. I think if you are really close you either end up hating them or having some heart twinges. That's why divorce is so bitter.

My only hard and fast rule, and it doesn't apply here is that kids are not weapons!

Don't fool yourself into thinking that you'll ever just 'not care' about her. It doesn't work that way, at least for me. Even the psycho hosebeasts in my past have special places in my heart. Admittedly, not very big places with very good seating, but they do have their places.

There are days when I wonder about my first love, but then I remind myself of all the dumb things I did that drove us apart. I blame our breakup 90% on myself. I know about where she lives and the last I checked she had 2 kids (ugly rat-faced babies, but I'd never tell HER that). All in all, while it's wonderful nostalgia to wonder how things might have been, if I could go back and change it, I wouldn't.

Time heals more wounds of the heart than any other salve.

Just continue to keep busy, fill the gaps in your life, and try not to do anything really stupid in an act of overcompensation.

Two words, one phrase:

Ho Banging.

Yes my friends, ho banging. Its not right, but if its tight, it might just get x out of your sight.

If you can dance, have 50 $ to blow at a bar and carry two rubbers in your pocket you can be on your way Ho Banging in a jif!

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