Gaming has always been something i had great passion for. I remember being a child and my parents teaching me games like Crazy 8's and various other card games, taking me and my sister over to a friends place to see the new commodore 64 and playing games such as Jump Man on that.
Playing games always had some form of fun for me. Sitting around the living room playing Winter/summer games, and seeing who was the best in the room. God that was fun!
Time goes by and I get started on RPGs on consoles and computer. Once i get started on RPGs i have a hard time playing any other type and its everything in my power to find all the good ones i can.
RPGs had something other games didn't have in great quality or quantity, plot ( multiplots much like a novel), puzzles, emotion for some of the better ones. And best of all was the end you didn't want to come to, but you worked so hard to obtained.
I was great at games like that, and many times i wished for a means to play them vs other people, and than the internet and online rpgs started to make their appearance on the scene.
The first I ever played Was Ultima Online(not the first i am sure, but i was slow to getting into the online world) It was fun and exiciting graphics sucked but it was more fun than any console game i had ever played that i had a hard time playing any console game again. I jumped from UO to Everquest( i am skipping mention of games like DIablo, starcraft etc etc).
Everquest was amazing in comparison to UO as far as Graphics went. I went back and forth between both games off and on for a few years. I knew other games existed but never got around to trying em.
Than after many years of waiting Final Fantasy XI game to North America. I picked up a copy, and started playing it with the free trial, with no serious intention of leaving EQ ( seeing as i had just finished combining 3 guilds into one decent sized guild of 500 people that worked well and got along togther). But after just 2 days of trying FFXI I left EQ, said my goodbyes.
But there is something that has always ate at me since i started playing online games. Something was missing, or perhaps I should say is missing. There is no end to these games. Nothing to look forward to except hitting the highest level you can with each job/class and having the best of everything, and every skill possible to max out maxed.
Knowing all this I still continue to play.
Why?
Damned if i know....
I suppose its like posting in this forum. You come her and talk to people, fight with people, and laugh with people. You go up and down in rank (karma). Yet in the end it doesn't mean A thing.
Why did i bother writing this thread? Not really sure myself, maybe i am looking for others who feel the same, or perhaps to get burnt by flamers. Maybe its just an attempt to get attention. Either way; I ask you to respond on your feelings on what i have to say, and let me know what you have to say.
Edited, Fri Apr 30 01:40:46 2004 by celinaredfern