Ok, friends, family, and arch nemesis alike:
I need some sound advice. Suicide? Homicide? Alcoholism? Disappearing without a trace?
Merri is out of town for the weekend, and as usual, when left alone I get really ******* depressed and realize how much I hate my life. To be more specific: my dead end minimum wage job which is destroying me physcially and mentally, the town and state I live in which is killing me slowly with boredom, and everyone I know in RL.
Things that are not options:
Moving. We can't right now. *I* could, but that would involve me packing up my car and the dog, and skipping town. Not so cool for Merri when she gets home, ya know?
Quitting my job. I'm looking for a new job, but as you all know jobs are scarce.
Meeting new people. In this town? Unless I go to church 3 times a week I'm an outcast. And I certainly couldn't handle that *********
Wow, guess I summed it all up. I'm ******* Thanks for listening, it didn't help at all.