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My farewell to Cerberus...It's been fun ^0^.Follow

#1 May 18 2006 at 4:32 PM Rating: Decent
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[p]Well guys, the time has come. After a good 2 1/2-3 year run it is time for the brown cat to put down her knives. I have had tons of good times in Vanadiel and there are so many people I would love to thank...but the list is way too long. Everyone who I have met or been associated with these years, I want you all to know... you all will hold a place in my heart forever. I can never forget the times we had together on our wonderful server and for all those memories I cannot thank you enough. How am I going out you ask? Well to be honest I'll put it like this... Next time you see Dezzy on it will not be me. I know :/ I did not want to let the brown cat go out that way either but it is under desperate measures. My uncle had accumulated a medical bill of aroundf 1300 dollars which he has been dodging for almost a year apparently. Now, because my family doesn't care about him I am stuck paying his bill at 20. They want the money upfront so payments aren't an option and I needed another way for some money...thus I had to take one for the team...err family. [/p]
[p] Times are tough but that's life. I truly all hope you remember dez for the way she was up to last night, for it will not be the same person. Thank you all you guys are the greatest. Thank you to my wonderful linkshells I've had over the past:SoldiersofRagol,BooBah! (I love all my fellow boobahians!),Vanadiel's finest (the old crew :P),Olympus (i miss teddie and snuttiz :/),HP,Refusetouse,my friends who followed me under theMagi :),Crusader,Hp,MK,and ofcourse the loves of my life :) EieiKi. Thank you Broady for the wonderful experiences. May the ls go far, and keep on rolling :). As far as individual people I want to thank damn lol... I'll try to remember you all...: [/p]

[p]Ratix,Gravity,Dogwood,Poombala,Gorgeous,Vanicent,Moreana,Ericha,Kaliki,Lelorinel :),Zephiris,Bothorn, Aphrini, Pythiana, Boa :), Wolfendar, Dover, Draugadon, Broady, Euangelos, Kamailie <3 haha, Bartman, Buko, Meeb, Cruelfate, Wryn, Alethea, Kaerith!, Isosceles,Tireiron, Angelofdarkness, Braddock, DW!, Jebediah, Moka, Lyger, Altima, Maliika, Akoa, Akemi, Rewand, Homicidal, Rectiene, Volaju, Charsibelle, Ukki/Bobbit,Stryker, Myori, Tiska, Elettaria :O) <3 , Dodger, Lucious, Vegetta (veggie burger!!!), Tetsuji, Finnea, Urbangorilla, Kodaijin (Kodai-san!!), Blazer, Tikal, Ovul, Ova, Nicholas, Makavelli, Teddie, Snuttiz, Sabo, Lipeza, Cyric/Scope, Enshi, All my ballista pals: Wunderkind, Tainted, Heero (thanks for all the frustration :) ), Renji, Ete, Cloudstriffe,Fafnir, Joebert, Bysicka, Kix,Merovinjian, Nyanoh, Berek, Acecross, Tinuri, Crazymonkey, Cooter, Voulrath, Mando, Rodrigo, and the remainder of the people I want to thank: Barrock (for bein the smartass:P), Kaylyn, Aelvin, Kelari, Hyabusa, Inmortalis/Astorius, Yadilie, Aceroth(thanks for the priceless MT in boyahda with ratix and I!), radix (for your super rdm..was hilarious), Smoking, Sairyu, Mochacino, Broken, Nikiki, Aelva, Darkschinder/Shiinobu, Kytana, Sylea, Lightsphere,Texastoast, Travler, Bluenu (For making me a stunknife+1 way back), Burnell, Nivek, Confu (for being such an *** on the forums and giving me a good laugh), Anime, Xera, Katriin,Deadpool, Aeonis, Kileak, Kaces, Zealot, Crispinner, Craya, Enthuz, Ezeus, Packboy, Packsangel, and Nyofery. There are so many of you I left out and I do appologize because these are the few I could remember right off the top of my head. I love you all and I'll end with some pictures from last night.. (I lost a lot of them cuz my 360 restarted during the level 5 besieged last night : (. [/p]

[IMG]http://i37.photobucket.com/albums/e99/FFDARIAN/Dezonthesteeringwheel.jpg[/IMG]
Me just fooling around lol.
[IMG]http://i37.photobucket.com/albums/e99/FFDARIAN/dezwohat.jpg[/IMG]
Me without a hat. (Request for my friend lol, he never saw me without something on my head.)
[IMG]http://i37.photobucket.com/albums/e99/FFDARIAN/goodbyeloves.jpg[/IMG]
waving goodbye to my Girl scout af :3.
[IMG]http://i37.photobucket.com/albums/e99/FFDARIAN/scopeandmyhookerpants.jpg[/IMG]
Me wearing my hooker pants one last time :D, then saying goodbye to Scope.
[IMG]http://i37.photobucket.com/albums/e99/FFDARIAN/thementorandtheapprentice.jpg[/IMG]
Then came the farewell to my thf friend and mentor, Gravity. (We go way back man honestly..
[IMG]http://i37.photobucket.com/albums/e99/FFDARIAN/Dezandgravity.jpg[/IMG]
Grav and I again.

Then came another hardship. Leaving my best friend...

[IMG]http://i37.photobucket.com/albums/e99/FFDARIAN/bestfriendssaygoodbye.jpg[/IMG]
Best friends saying goodbye...
[IMG]http://i37.photobucket.com/albums/e99/FFDARIAN/thankyoumyfriend.jpg[/IMG]
Thanks for Everything Ratix... I could never have asked for a better friend.
[IMG]http://i37.photobucket.com/albums/e99/FFDARIAN/goodluckdez.jpg[/IMG]
"Good luck Dez!"
[IMG]http://i37.photobucket.com/albums/e99/FFDARIAN/goinoutinstyle.jpg[/IMG]
One last /hurray for the road :)...

Thank you all the good times Cerberus... I wish you all the best and happy hunting!!

Love,
Dezzy.
[b] P.S: If you all want to keep in touch. AIM:efectsofpringles, MSN: hiitsdias85@hotmail.com Yahoo: eva_dez@yahoo.com and my email account: Amenist@gmail.com ;D love ya all!
#2 May 18 2006 at 4:52 PM Rating: Decent
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D:

I saw your thread on KI, and it is sad for you to go. It really sucks that you have to resort to what you have to do with the character. But sometimes, it is no real choice >< If possible, I really hope you "gave" to a person you actually know. It would be sad if I see Dez are in the hands of GS ><

Money talks in America, and I am really a strong believer of free or low cost health care and also a responsible family member that will take care of each other in the time of need. It is very sad to hear about your story. Sometimes... if I am your uncle, I would have just declare bankcruptcy and will not let other family down for his own problems >< I just hate letting other down because of my own issues, and nor I like to let my family and friends down if there are in trouble. But it just seems the whole fiscal would have been avoidable if government puts more money in medical care than in making cruise missles.

Add: Sorry for saying so much >< I am just bitter... Why there are money to fight wars (that does not even improve the quality of living of poor Muslims and Kurds) and no money to help their own citizens.

Edited, Thu May 18 17:58:32 2006 by scchan
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#3 May 19 2006 at 2:06 AM Rating: Decent
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<3 Dezzy
#4 May 19 2006 at 7:33 AM Rating: Decent
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Good luck to you, Dez.
#5 May 24 2006 at 3:49 AM Rating: Decent
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I understand Ama, and I appreciate your concern for dezzy and my family :). It is a shame that the brown cat had to go like that but :( family comes first and afterall, it is just a game. I will however miss you all but I will keep in touch :).

Poomy, leet :) hey guys :) I miss you already :P
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