I didn’t think about it, I never have, not until now. I’m no more innocent than you, I can be blamed just as much as you or the next person; I speak now because if no one says anything then the killing will just continue. We have to act now…for all of our sakes.
It was just an ordinary day like any other. I was broke on gil like any other moment in my FFXI life so I decided to go to Rolanberry Fields for some regular crawler and goobbue farming.
I was a PLD/THF, and I was hunting mobs down fast, two stacks of silk came up fairly fast. Then, I saw a goobbue, and like on any other goobbue, I would Sneak Attack and then come up behind for a critical hit to make the kill faster.
As I came up behind the goobbue, he turned around suddenly and screamed, “AHhhhhhhh! Please don’t kill me! OMG please don’t!†The goobbue literally just broke into tears, now on his knees. It sounded awful as mucus dripped away from his nostrils and landed on his teeth. I couldn’t help myself, I didn’t follow through with my attack, I disengaged my gluttony.
“I’m sorry, I just never knew you guys have feelings.â€
The goobbue began wiping tears away, whining, “How would you feel if you were killed within every five minutes of spawning! It isn’t fair I tell ya! I don’t want to die. I just want to live a normal life…I just want to be free.â€
It was at that moment that I realized every adventurer of Vana’diel has been blinded by greed. Long since the days of our first job we have killed these animals for gil, EXP, and drops. Every time we kill another creature of Vana’diel, we kill a little bit of ourselves. Most of us don’t even realize what we do, affects not just the mob we kill, but also those that knew the mob. These mobs have families for goodness sake, and we ignore that because we want EXP.
I hate knowing what I’ve become, a mass murderer; these mobs deserve better than this. I feel like I don’t even know myself anymore. We shouldn’t be fighting with them, they should be our friends…our neighbors…our family.
Please, just stop and think about what you’re doing….
…stop…the…killing…
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