Cya BismarckFollow

Death, I couldn't make it :( It finally did me in. As of today the asshats win^^ Congratulations asshats!

I won't miss any of you ****** and you know who you are :) And with that I'm out - Bismarck will have one less taru now. I have many people I'd like to say goodbye to and this is the easiest way so.... goodbye and thank you for making almost all my time on Bismarck happy moments. There are many of you that I will forever miss and remember. I'm not giving away my stuff so don't ask :P because well I see what happens when people quit - there's always the chance of coming back lol. There may be a select moment I login to help Nine Inch Ninjas anyway.

I quit playing two months ago but I just couldn't make it definite. I finally decided to say goodbye to FFXI. I don't even play anymore and I still get people talking sh*t about me. I just want to be left alone. Please just stop. People like Shinsei, for example, who don't even ****** know me posting stuff about me is just an example. I have never talked to this guy/girl in game nor have I partied with them or been in a linkshell with them and yet they are talking sh*t on me like they know me. People like this don't deserve anything. Please, just leave me alone and get a new ****** joke. To Narbie, I thought you would at least not let people do that on your forums, but I guess you're just like everyone else. I wish these were Divine Chaos days when the linkshell was helping you Narbie to get your AF for Samurai and you would have stood up for me. How quickly we forget. I miss those days.

Yes, I know I'm going to get flamed and people saying just don't view other forums or ignore what they say. That's easier said than done. Come back and say that after it's about you and you poured your heart and soul into a game for 2 years for OTHER people. Don't forget, I had no intention of quitting FFXI but I can no longer put up with the attitude of people on Bismarck. Maybe it was always like this or maybe I was just blind, either way I see the atmosphere on Bismarck and it's time to go.

It was a fun time and I'll always remember this game. To those of you that never backstabbed me and stayed true to our friendship, thank you. I'm sorry I can't stick it out for you guys, I tried. I loved this game and other people ruined it for me. Yeah, I let it get to me - I guess you could say it was my fault for letting it get to me but I definitely didn't deserve the treatment I received and still receive to this day.

Cya!

EDIT: If anyone cares, I have put together lots of screenshots and I'm still adding more to the latest post on my blog (I didn't have it long and it's not real interesting lol). The pictures show lots and lots of people and many time frames in my gameplay. It's my little tribute to the people, good or bad, of Bismarck. I loved Bismarck and this game. I am glad to have so many great memories.

http://moonpiebismarck.blogspot.com

Edited, Apr 2nd 2007 1:05pm by MoonpieJen

Edited, Apr 5th 2007 2:06pm by MoonpieJen

damnit, now it's official, going to have to stalk you on aim now.

Took you long enough.

Welcome to the other side.

You'll be back.

They always come back in the end.

While we had our disagreements in the past, I won't forget out past escapades =). Good luck in life, but you will be back =P

Bye Moon ;.; Be well sister. If you decide to come back, just remember there are more people that cared for you than didn't. The latter were just louder about it. Drop me a PM and let me know how RL is treating you. Don't be a stranger when you pop on occasionally.

And Gamion..Garek just lvld his SAM to 50. If you got your silly *** on the game more you would know that...asshat...

/wave moonpie

Thanks guys, this is really tough for me, especially when someone calls me moonie :) But it's my time, I've been beat up by enough FFXI for a lifetime.

We knew the time would come eventually :( <3 to you X and gl with the internship, I'll miss you lots!

Hahaha Mel, keep trying. Mehi likes being stalked when he's playing a female character. He told me so, I swear it!

Do take care, Moonpie. You were an outstanding player, in talent and kindness. (I still remember leveling with your Ninja and you helping me with G3! I didn't know how we were gonna make it out of Oz alive! lol) Even though we had our disagreements you weren't mean or vindictive, and would still wave at me. And that meant something.

You forgot me ; ;

Anyway Good luck Jen... you will be missed.. and **** the asshats!!

Awe moon, I'll miss ya. Even these last few months when you haven't been active, I'd still see you off in a corner standing around, reminding us that your still out there.

We had a good bit of fun in DC days, I'm sorry that even that can be overlooked when enough crap gets thrown your way from people. Yea, people suck, I keep meaning to do something about that...now where did I leave those 3000 megatons...