(Crossposted to the main page; the more advice the better)
I started my first and only linkshell about a month and a half ago.
I bought it so that my 'set party', about five people in all, would have a convenient and easy way to talk to one another.
Most of us in this game have used linkshells; when you use a single shell for this long, you can get pretty attached to the people on it. I signed on in the morning to check in with my friends, so find out what I'd missed; I shared in the victories and defeats of my friends as we all reached level 30, took our advanced jobs, and leveled those 40+.
This was my in-game family. I'd do anything for them if I could, and we helped one another in the way the high-level, HNM linkshells rarely would. We were all friends, we had all partied together at some point, and it seemed that nothing could possibly ruin that.
And then, something did; or rather, someone did.
Q____ was a member of this LS, one of those I was slightly less fond of early on, but as time went on he proved very helpful to us. He was the highest level person on the LS, at 50.
He went through two in-game breakups while on my linkshell. I was sympathetic and kind in the face of it, and I held his hand through them along with most of the rest of the LS. I devoted time I could have spent farming, leveling or otherwise furthering myself in comforting Q___'s emotional problems.
And one day I hear that he's started his own LS. He rarely pops into mine, but when he does we're welcoming and eager to hear the news. He made the linkshell in celebration of a third in-game relationship; this time the girl agreed to marry him.
And one by one, he gave my LS members pearls. No big deal, I didn't mind, it was his LS and he had the right to give pearls to whomever he chose.
One day he gave a pearl to a member of my LS as I was standing right beside them, and declined to give one to me. I didn't even know he'd given this other member a pearl until after he had left.
But one day I signed on, and apparently he didn't know I was there. Another LS member, M____, was on with me; Q____ doesn't even KNOW this member. He left the linkshell before she joined, and hadn't been around her much.
"Hey M_____," he says over the LS. "Join us."
He had been coming onto my LS, and recruiting members for his own. Members that we were still getting to know left my linkshell to join his, possibly because he touted it as a 'high-level' linkshell that did BCNMs and the like.
Mine on the other hand is kind of the equivalent of an informal bar or club. No rules, just friends chatting with one another. When we did BCNMs it was spur-of-the-moment, sometimes ended in disaster, but we had fun.
It seems like a silly thing. But it has ruined the game for me.
Now, when I sign on, my linkshell is empty. I get tells from my friends, and they'll pop onto the old LS, "Because we don't want to leave you alone."
Somehow this makes me feel worse ><
In addition the only really loyal member of the LS, and a great friend of mine, recently left the game under bad circumstances. I miss him terribly, and if you see this (you know who you are), come on back man. It's not as bad as it seems, trust me, and everyone can make up and move on. Quitting is below you, man.
But in closing, does anyone have a suggestion of how I might get my old LS back together, short of promising things that are kind of silly ("We'll do BCNMS all the time guys, please come back.")?
And as a ps, anyone have a great LS I can join? :(