FFXI "Rise Of Zilart" Free DOWNLOAD.. {Can I HaveFollow

well i broke my ps2 where i had ffxi on it.. dont ask me why but it fell out my window so its completely broke...

anyway i remember that i had previously bought ffxi for my other pc bcuz i got a new pc but i sold the pc i had intalled ffxi.

now im trying to install ffxi on my new pc(FFXI First.. Ps2 second!!)
i got thru installing everything except the 4th disk which is the rise of zilart expansion and i seem to cant play without it.
it seems like the cd is corrupted and wont install so now im stuck.my pc seems to tell me sum **** about not wanted to put my personal info online and cd is doing that or sumthing.. hell i unno but...

i do not have any money to go and buy ffxi since it would take 4 weeks of allowance and parents wont buy it since they gtta get me a new ps2 so is there anyway i can get a free download of ffxi rise of zilart expansion.. ive look everywhere
ive looked "bearshare" "kazaa lite" "morpheus" "shareaza" and no where i can find a free download.. btw that stuff i just mentioned are file downloaders.. stuff like music,videos,software all free but anyway i need help... i NEED FFXI ; ; ..please do any1 kno where i can get a free download off net?
btw this happened like 2 days ago.
if u want to send me a url of a download of rise of zilart my email is..

twisted_chrizo05@yahoo.com