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*by the way Toxic....CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!*
Thanks =)
What I’ve posted below doesn’t have any useful material in it what so ever. So you can click the next thread to save some time. Just board, if you are read on.
I realized something. I’m not the one to rant. In fact I pretty much stay clear of posts with rants in them. I’ve done a lot of ranting here in EQII. This “ranting” is not me. It’s my present state of mind that I have been in lately due to stress, and well lack of entertainment.
I have to apologize, even if my point is something some agree on. I normally just let those thread’s fly and have it take care of it’s self.
It boils down to this. I like the game a lot, but surfing the servers, I didn’t find enough people on the weekdays to party with (weekends are great). Some have said there’s a lot of people on at my time of play (2nd shift sucks). Well the game isn’t as new anymore and people don’t stay up as late =). Checked all the server’s, max people I could find was 66 players looking for group. That’s ok. I’ve just been pretty annoyed because working 2nd shift leaves me with very limited options on entertainment. Thus I embarked down the MMO journey.
It took me a while to realize this but I’m burn out on MMO’s. But there are so little options to fill the void with a limited (I mean very limited) budget and the other choice watching infomercials.
I need to take a break, that’s for sure. I’ve jumped from 1 mmo to another then to another and now this one searching for the perfect entertainment. Nothing is perfect granted, but just something. With few options I played because I had to really, I don’t like infomercials and I’ve seen every movie I own a hundred times.
Before this would be the ultimate game to me, well it is! But I’m finding hard to appreciate it in this forceful way of limited choice. I don’t put forth the effort as I would normally. My attitude lately just sucks. As you have seen, if you know me at all from the other forma’s here you know I strive to help others and always friendly.
Sigh….I want my old hobbies back. I miss restoring classic cars, and taking them to car shows, racing, etc. All this went with moving out on my own. MMO’s thus far is the closes thing I have to my old hobbies. I customize, build things, work hard, replace things, and make things better.
But I’m burnt out, miserable and broke. That’s just the way it is. Only thing I can do is try to take a little break and hope it’s rewarding again soon. Lord knows I’ll log in tonight as it’s 3:00am and she’s asleep of course.
Obviously this is not to place to talk about these things lol, I just needed to vent on this monitor and hope to regain some sanity. Well I guess I’ll blow the dust of some of these first person shooters tonight and begin the healing process of this depression.